I said this to my running buddy the other day. He replied, "What do you mean?" I replied, "I have FALLEN through my entire life. I suddenly say I want to do something, then I make it happen. I don't plan for years and years. I just make it happen. Then it happens."
Things for me happen backwards.
When I "plan and organize my life". By that I mean, follow the schedule and plan everyone else needs us to follow - it doesn't work for me. If I completely "upset the apple cart", well, it works for me. The "I have no money, I'm out of shape, but I'm going to Paris and I'm going to run a marathon in 90 days." Well, that works for me.
Once you realize that your life works that way. It works much better.....