I guess I was on a blind date. Only I didn't know I was on a blind date.
Nolan and I spent the morning paddling with the Canoe team, then me working, then us at the beach. Today is his birthday, so at "happy hour" he wanted to go to Huggo's for Virgin Pina Colada's and fish tacos.
We arrive at Huggos. There is music about to play. The temperature is perfect. We are seated at a table in the sand. (The only restaurant I know of that ALMOST encourages you to take your shoes off while at the table).
While coming back from the restroom, I look across the bar and this guy waves at me. In a minute, he shows up at the table with a big grin on his face and gives me a hug. I hug back. Everyone here is very friendly and it's not surprising to receive a hug or a kiss on the cheek from a total stranger. He sits down. I introduce Nolan. Only this guy at the table doesn't say his name. He talks like we know each other, so I just go along with it. The waitress comes by - he orders a drink and some food. (Yes, put it on a separate check I tell the waitress). I finally say "I'm sorry, what is your name again?" He tells me "Bill" - it still doesn't sound familiar. After a little bit, he stands up and says, "I'm going to let you two eat. I'll be back". He leaves.
I look at Nolan and say "I've never seen that guy before, I have no IDEA who he was!" "REALLY?" replies Nolan. "You should be up for best actress!". "I didn't want to embarrass the guy - I just went along with it."
We enjoy our drinks and our food. We were finishing up - he comes back and says "Save me!" "I'm on a blind date - it's not going well. I tried "Plenty of Fish" (a dating site) and I'm on a blind date." I replied, "What are you doing on a blind date on a Tuesday afternoon?" He says, "I know, hey kid, don't ever date". He says "what do I do?". I told him "Man up. Be gracious, but tell her this isn't going well." "Well, can I use the line 'we can be friends'?" No, I replied. Just say the truth. "But what if her best friend is the girl of my dreams?" "Well, she will tell you that" "If she's a real woman". Then he leaves again.
Nolan and I just laugh. How funny.
Then as we are walking to the car, we see the "blind date couple" at the bar. She has long blonde curly hair. He waves.
As we get in the car, Nolan says to me "I figured it out". Me, "Figured what out?". "The blind date", "he thought the blind date was supposed to be you"
Oh. Light bulb moment - thanks Nolan for helping me in on the puzzle. Because, I'm thinking I always bring my son on a blind date with me. I just thought I was out celebrating my sons birthday - turns out I was on a blind date.....
Tuesday, July 2, 2013
Sunday, June 30, 2013
The Middle
For years, I've always had trouble with the "middle" of things. I like new adventures. New starts. And in a way, I also like endings. Things are wrapped up. Not always nicely, but at least you know where to start. Because without an ending, there would be no start.
It's the "middle" of things that become confusing. Or boring. Or stale. The same thing. Day after day. Although, there is comfort in the "middle" - it's safe there. You know what to expect.
My Granny left on Thursday. We spent our last day in Oahu, at Pearl Harbor. She had trouble believing she was actually there. She remembers the day distinctly - not our day. The day Pearl Harbor was bombed. She was 12 years old. She was looking for her lost kitty and when she got home everyone was very sad.
It was an emotional day (Thursday, as I'm sure it was years ago). "Papo would have enjoyed seeing this", she said several times.
Then as we were getting off the boat from seeing the USS Arizona, well, I got to run and get the biggest hug in the world from a little boy. Only, the little boy turned 25 today. A little boy I met at a hospital 25 years ago today. The beginning of his life. During the "middle" of mine. I baby-sat for his family all those years ago. Then he joined us - a start. Yet a middle. He's now stationed in Oahu in the Army.
We all went to Waikiki for some cocktails and food.
Two years ago when I ended up with a black-eye, I received a call from his father. The message was:
You need to read the above portion very slowly, with a southern drawl. That's how the message sounded.
Only he didn't know I was in Hawaii when the surfing accident happened. But, he knew I was in the middle of something, and I might need help.
So while at the end of Granny's visit, the middle of my life - in the middle of Todd's, the ending of one journey, another one will begin.
Right here in the middle of the ocean.
I'm thinking the middle might not be such a bad place to start.
“There are no happy endings.
Endings are the saddest part,
So just give me a happy middle
And a very happy start.”
― Shel Silverstein, Every Thing on It
It's the "middle" of things that become confusing. Or boring. Or stale. The same thing. Day after day. Although, there is comfort in the "middle" - it's safe there. You know what to expect.
My Granny left on Thursday. We spent our last day in Oahu, at Pearl Harbor. She had trouble believing she was actually there. She remembers the day distinctly - not our day. The day Pearl Harbor was bombed. She was 12 years old. She was looking for her lost kitty and when she got home everyone was very sad.
It was an emotional day (Thursday, as I'm sure it was years ago). "Papo would have enjoyed seeing this", she said several times.
Then as we were getting off the boat from seeing the USS Arizona, well, I got to run and get the biggest hug in the world from a little boy. Only, the little boy turned 25 today. A little boy I met at a hospital 25 years ago today. The beginning of his life. During the "middle" of mine. I baby-sat for his family all those years ago. Then he joined us - a start. Yet a middle. He's now stationed in Oahu in the Army.
We all went to Waikiki for some cocktails and food.
Two years ago when I ended up with a black-eye, I received a call from his father. The message was:
Leasa, this is Tim Darter. I understand you are not looking your prettiest at the moment. I'm just calling to make sure you are okay. Also, I need to know if Todd and I need to get in our truck and come to Denver to take care of anyone who is hurting you. Please call me back.
You need to read the above portion very slowly, with a southern drawl. That's how the message sounded.
Only he didn't know I was in Hawaii when the surfing accident happened. But, he knew I was in the middle of something, and I might need help.
So while at the end of Granny's visit, the middle of my life - in the middle of Todd's, the ending of one journey, another one will begin.
Right here in the middle of the ocean.
I'm thinking the middle might not be such a bad place to start.
“There are no happy endings.
Endings are the saddest part,
So just give me a happy middle
And a very happy start.”
― Shel Silverstein, Every Thing on It
Thursday, June 27, 2013
Trying new things
She's been a trooper. We've kept busy, but a bit of rest too.
Yesterday, I went to paddle on the outriggers early in the morning. She stayed home. Upon my return, I worked, she painted, she slept and we left the house about 3pm. A nice relaxing day.
Every day, I've "pushed" her a bit. "Try" something new. I receive the response I always receive: "I don't like that". Then, well, she does it anyway. She tries. I'm so proud of her. She may complain a bit, fight it a bit, but she has always tried whatever I asked of her.
Poke - raw tuna
Poi - tarrow leaves (not sure whom really likes this)
Getting in the water
Avocado straight from the tree - nothing added but a bit of salt.
Sitting at a table where the floor is actually sand.
And, on and on.
She tried. She let me know she didn't like things, but that's okay - what a great big boring world it would be if we all liked the same stuff.
But I know she has memories of things she would have never done before. We all need someone just to "push" us in life. At times.
Tonight, we went and picked up a pound of coffee from a neighbor for her to take home. It was roasted tonight. It doesn't get much fresher than that!
Oh, and the "her and she" I speak of? Well, isn't that really just me?
Yesterday, I went to paddle on the outriggers early in the morning. She stayed home. Upon my return, I worked, she painted, she slept and we left the house about 3pm. A nice relaxing day.
Every day, I've "pushed" her a bit. "Try" something new. I receive the response I always receive: "I don't like that". Then, well, she does it anyway. She tries. I'm so proud of her. She may complain a bit, fight it a bit, but she has always tried whatever I asked of her.
Poke - raw tuna
Poi - tarrow leaves (not sure whom really likes this)
Getting in the water
Avocado straight from the tree - nothing added but a bit of salt.
Sitting at a table where the floor is actually sand.
And, on and on.
She tried. She let me know she didn't like things, but that's okay - what a great big boring world it would be if we all liked the same stuff.
But I know she has memories of things she would have never done before. We all need someone just to "push" us in life. At times.
Tonight, we went and picked up a pound of coffee from a neighbor for her to take home. It was roasted tonight. It doesn't get much fresher than that!
Oh, and the "her and she" I speak of? Well, isn't that really just me?
Wednesday, June 26, 2013
Emotions of a Luau
Granny and I went to a Luau tonight.
Dancers, flame throwers, pig cooking, too much food and lots of fun.
I've been to a Luau before. I knew what to expect. I also knew there would be a very difficult part of the evening. You see, in Hawaii, there are many honeymooners. Many people celebrating their anniversary's. During part of the show, they recognize this. They ask for all the honeymooners to stand up. They then ask for those married up to 5 years to stand up. Then the 5-25 years. Then those from 26-49. Then those whom have been married over 50.
I told her to stand-up. She didn't want to. Papo wasn't here. But, if he were still here - well, you wouldn't be HERE. She wouldn't stand up. But, then being the grand-daughter I am, well, I had already told them. They asked for Mr. & Mrs Walls to stand up. Only she stood up by herself. Even without him here standing next to us, but standing in our hearts - they were married 66 years. She deserved to stand up. She received a CD of Hawaiian music as the couple whom had been married the longest. They beat everyone in the crowd by at least 15 years. She deserved to stand up.
Then as the young guy of the couple sitting next to us was going to ask her to dance. They had asked for all the anniversary couples to dance.... The man whom had been standing next to us in line, came and asked my Granny to dance. She asked me later if I had asked him to do that, but I really hadn't. You see, Granny had told him our whole life story while in line. Turns out, he lives on the island, he's re-married, but the love of his life is buried in Mt Vernon, Texas. A place not far from a place that helped raise my Papo.
Sometimes we travel a very long way to learn to stand up.
Dancers, flame throwers, pig cooking, too much food and lots of fun.
I've been to a Luau before. I knew what to expect. I also knew there would be a very difficult part of the evening. You see, in Hawaii, there are many honeymooners. Many people celebrating their anniversary's. During part of the show, they recognize this. They ask for all the honeymooners to stand up. They then ask for those married up to 5 years to stand up. Then the 5-25 years. Then those from 26-49. Then those whom have been married over 50.
I told her to stand-up. She didn't want to. Papo wasn't here. But, if he were still here - well, you wouldn't be HERE. She wouldn't stand up. But, then being the grand-daughter I am, well, I had already told them. They asked for Mr. & Mrs Walls to stand up. Only she stood up by herself. Even without him here standing next to us, but standing in our hearts - they were married 66 years. She deserved to stand up. She received a CD of Hawaiian music as the couple whom had been married the longest. They beat everyone in the crowd by at least 15 years. She deserved to stand up.
Then as the young guy of the couple sitting next to us was going to ask her to dance. They had asked for all the anniversary couples to dance.... The man whom had been standing next to us in line, came and asked my Granny to dance. She asked me later if I had asked him to do that, but I really hadn't. You see, Granny had told him our whole life story while in line. Turns out, he lives on the island, he's re-married, but the love of his life is buried in Mt Vernon, Texas. A place not far from a place that helped raise my Papo.
Sometimes we travel a very long way to learn to stand up.
Monday, June 24, 2013
My imaginary dog
Every morning I go for a walk in the neighborhood. Only my "neighborhood" isn't in the suburbs - it's more of a farming community. I walk down the road. Or rather, up the hill, down the next road and back.
Through coffee farms, leche orchards and finally turn around at a former chicken factory. I encounter wild turkeys, chicken's crossing the roads and various cats and dogs. Cars pass at times, all giving the "hang loose" sign as they pass.
On the first morning, I called Joe - whom used to live next door - asking him "Where the heck is my dog??" "She's missing her walks with her Auntie". Dakota (Joe's golden retriever) is now in Arizona with Joe. I have not met the new couple next door - I hear they have two dogs. They aren't very friendly - I've heard that about the dogs. From what I know, the people aren't too friendly either.
I sent the neighbors a text letting them know I was their neighbor for the summer and to let me know if they needed anything. First reply: "Thanks, but we are fine" Okay, I thought. Second text: "Thank you so much! Please do the same" I then responded my Granny was in town, but we should get together when she leaves. Not the fun people I was hoping for next door. Oh well.
Yesterday was morning number three. I'm on my morning walk and a dog appears - one I've never seen before. It's a Golden Lab. He has a collar, but no tags. He won't let me get close enough to him to see if his collar has his number in the stitching. He did sniff my hand. So we go on our walk, just like I do every morning.
About half way up the road I turn on, there are people in the middle of the road. One lady with a dog. A man and a woman drinking their coffee. Now, I know all the dogs in the area, but very few of the people. When I see the other dog, I let the people know I'm not sure if this dog is friendly or not - I just found him. "Is he Joe's dog, someone replies?". "No, Joe moved to Arizona replies the lady". "I know, I called Joe yesterday morning telling him I was missing my dog to walk.
I learn Shelia has the dog and lives around the corner. I reply, "Are you missing a dog?", "Yes, that one went to another house - he had been staying with me for a while. We determine it's not Anthony's dog (the mean dog house that had puppies last summer - this dog is too old to only be a year old).
I continue on with my walk with the dog and we are headed back down the hill towards the house. We (meaning me and my dog) run into Mary and Michael - the couple that had been in the middle of the street. We talk some more, and I explain I'm here for the summer.
Mary replies, "What are you going to do?". "Well, I work from home, so I work and my teenage sons will be here soon". She asks, "Would you like to go rowing?" "We go on Tues, Thurs and Sat morning. It's all donations". "Yes, Yes, I would. I've wanted to do that, only I haven't these past summers. I'm also grounded from the surf board, so my goal was to row this year (outriggers in the sunset)". Perfect. Okay, it's Tuesday morning at Keahou." Mary then explains some more details, cost, etc. I let her know I had looked it up. "Oh, so you really do want to row". Yes, I do. "How about if I pick you up and we can ride together." "That works for me - oh I'll be gone on Thursday". "That's okay - at least after you are there once, you will know more".
Smiling as I'm walking back to the house, my dog turns off at the path to the house next to Joe's. One just East, on the same side of the road. I little shack of a house. I've never seen the people, the house or the dog.
This morning, I run into Shelia. "Did you ever find out where that dog lived?" "Yes, it went into the yard one East of Joe's". She replied, "That's funny, I've never seen that dog before". I replied, "That is kind of how I was feeling, like I had made the dog up, I'm so glad you, Mary and Michael actually saw the dog too". "I was beginning to feel like I had imagined the dog". She smiled.
The people whom are staying in my house sent a text yesterday asking a couple of things (She may take piano lessons while in our house). I was telling her I was going to go rowing with some of the neighbors I had met.
She replies "How do you do that? Go meeting the neighbors up the street?"
"Well, you see, I was walking my dog.....
Through coffee farms, leche orchards and finally turn around at a former chicken factory. I encounter wild turkeys, chicken's crossing the roads and various cats and dogs. Cars pass at times, all giving the "hang loose" sign as they pass.
On the first morning, I called Joe - whom used to live next door - asking him "Where the heck is my dog??" "She's missing her walks with her Auntie". Dakota (Joe's golden retriever) is now in Arizona with Joe. I have not met the new couple next door - I hear they have two dogs. They aren't very friendly - I've heard that about the dogs. From what I know, the people aren't too friendly either.
I sent the neighbors a text letting them know I was their neighbor for the summer and to let me know if they needed anything. First reply: "Thanks, but we are fine" Okay, I thought. Second text: "Thank you so much! Please do the same" I then responded my Granny was in town, but we should get together when she leaves. Not the fun people I was hoping for next door. Oh well.
Yesterday was morning number three. I'm on my morning walk and a dog appears - one I've never seen before. It's a Golden Lab. He has a collar, but no tags. He won't let me get close enough to him to see if his collar has his number in the stitching. He did sniff my hand. So we go on our walk, just like I do every morning.
About half way up the road I turn on, there are people in the middle of the road. One lady with a dog. A man and a woman drinking their coffee. Now, I know all the dogs in the area, but very few of the people. When I see the other dog, I let the people know I'm not sure if this dog is friendly or not - I just found him. "Is he Joe's dog, someone replies?". "No, Joe moved to Arizona replies the lady". "I know, I called Joe yesterday morning telling him I was missing my dog to walk.
I learn Shelia has the dog and lives around the corner. I reply, "Are you missing a dog?", "Yes, that one went to another house - he had been staying with me for a while. We determine it's not Anthony's dog (the mean dog house that had puppies last summer - this dog is too old to only be a year old).
I continue on with my walk with the dog and we are headed back down the hill towards the house. We (meaning me and my dog) run into Mary and Michael - the couple that had been in the middle of the street. We talk some more, and I explain I'm here for the summer.
Mary replies, "What are you going to do?". "Well, I work from home, so I work and my teenage sons will be here soon". She asks, "Would you like to go rowing?" "We go on Tues, Thurs and Sat morning. It's all donations". "Yes, Yes, I would. I've wanted to do that, only I haven't these past summers. I'm also grounded from the surf board, so my goal was to row this year (outriggers in the sunset)". Perfect. Okay, it's Tuesday morning at Keahou." Mary then explains some more details, cost, etc. I let her know I had looked it up. "Oh, so you really do want to row". Yes, I do. "How about if I pick you up and we can ride together." "That works for me - oh I'll be gone on Thursday". "That's okay - at least after you are there once, you will know more".
Smiling as I'm walking back to the house, my dog turns off at the path to the house next to Joe's. One just East, on the same side of the road. I little shack of a house. I've never seen the people, the house or the dog.
This morning, I run into Shelia. "Did you ever find out where that dog lived?" "Yes, it went into the yard one East of Joe's". She replied, "That's funny, I've never seen that dog before". I replied, "That is kind of how I was feeling, like I had made the dog up, I'm so glad you, Mary and Michael actually saw the dog too". "I was beginning to feel like I had imagined the dog". She smiled.
The people whom are staying in my house sent a text yesterday asking a couple of things (She may take piano lessons while in our house). I was telling her I was going to go rowing with some of the neighbors I had met.
She replies "How do you do that? Go meeting the neighbors up the street?"
"Well, you see, I was walking my dog.....
Sunday, June 23, 2013
"Do you like my hat?"
"Go, Dog, Go". A children's book written Dr Seuss style - only Dr. Seuss didn't write it. He may have illustrated it. I'm not sure why it's in the same format as the Dr. Seuss books, but it is one of those style of books.
Go, Dog, Go. Stop, Dog, Stop. I think I read this book for at LEAST three straight years every night with the boys. I still have the book memorized. Throughout the book, two dogs meet. The female dog asks the male dog "Do you like my hat?" He consistently replies the entire book: "I do not like your hat".
She tries, the entire book.
Granny got off the plane today in Kona. With her green hat on. She told me how my compliments she received her entire way to Kona. A friend of mine met Granny at LAX - there was a four hour lay-over. My friend tells me, "Granny, get offs the plane, the flight attendant gave her a bottle of wine. She has two new friends and everyone loves her hat. She's adorable. And you say, you have never met a stranger". I reply, "In case you were wondering where I got it from"......
Bless her. Mahalo to her.
Granny makes it to Kona and says "You should always wear a hat" "You get so much attention and people remember you". I'm sure everyone remembers Granny. I'm also sure everyone on the entire 180 degree circle within Granny knows the story of why she is traveling to see me in Kona.
We will let her keep thinking it's all about her hat. Maybe it is.
At the very end of "Go Dog Go", the female dog try's one more time: "Do you like my hat?" He replies, "Yes, yes, I do, I like your party hat". Of course he does. Whom wouldn't like the party hat? Maybe it's just another lesson.
Wear hats. You get lots of attention.
Go, Dog, Go. Stop, Dog, Stop. I think I read this book for at LEAST three straight years every night with the boys. I still have the book memorized. Throughout the book, two dogs meet. The female dog asks the male dog "Do you like my hat?" He consistently replies the entire book: "I do not like your hat".
She tries, the entire book.
Granny got off the plane today in Kona. With her green hat on. She told me how my compliments she received her entire way to Kona. A friend of mine met Granny at LAX - there was a four hour lay-over. My friend tells me, "Granny, get offs the plane, the flight attendant gave her a bottle of wine. She has two new friends and everyone loves her hat. She's adorable. And you say, you have never met a stranger". I reply, "In case you were wondering where I got it from"......
Bless her. Mahalo to her.
Granny makes it to Kona and says "You should always wear a hat" "You get so much attention and people remember you". I'm sure everyone remembers Granny. I'm also sure everyone on the entire 180 degree circle within Granny knows the story of why she is traveling to see me in Kona.
We will let her keep thinking it's all about her hat. Maybe it is.
At the very end of "Go Dog Go", the female dog try's one more time: "Do you like my hat?" He replies, "Yes, yes, I do, I like your party hat". Of course he does. Whom wouldn't like the party hat? Maybe it's just another lesson.
Wear hats. You get lots of attention.
Friday, June 21, 2013
Deja Vu
This all seems so very familiar. Yet, I don't know if this is the dream or my life in Colorado is the dream.
Back in Kona for the summer! Back sleeping at the cutest house in the whole world. I'm not sure I really slept last night or not. In and out. Maybe I was time traveling.
I arrived last night with straight hair and dry skin. Directly to a house, that I didn't even get lost trying to get here. This morning when I woke up, the hair is curly and the skin feels so soft. AND my nose isn't dry from the smoke from the fires in Colorado.
The cats acted like they recognized me.
Yesterday at approximately, 12:35 mountain time, two very special people from Hawaii arrived in Denver. I received the text "just landed" - my eyes watered up. That was my queue to leave my lunch and get to the airport. I dropped my bags at the curb, got checked in. Drove the loop through the airport and went to passenger pick up.
There at passenger pick up, I handed the couple whom is going to live in my house for the summer the key to the car. They gave me the key to theirs.
As they drove off to "their" Denver home, I went to board my plane.
This morning I had to call to get the internet password. I asked about the cat. "Oh, he's following me around" I said, "He's probably, "oh where have you been???"" Yes, he said, it's like he never knew I was gone.
It's funny, I have had this dream for years - I'm living in Colorado, raising some boys. I'm living in Kona, raising some boys, only here there is a girl too. Hmmm, not sure which is the Deja Vu.....
Back in Kona for the summer! Back sleeping at the cutest house in the whole world. I'm not sure I really slept last night or not. In and out. Maybe I was time traveling.
I arrived last night with straight hair and dry skin. Directly to a house, that I didn't even get lost trying to get here. This morning when I woke up, the hair is curly and the skin feels so soft. AND my nose isn't dry from the smoke from the fires in Colorado.
The cats acted like they recognized me.
Yesterday at approximately, 12:35 mountain time, two very special people from Hawaii arrived in Denver. I received the text "just landed" - my eyes watered up. That was my queue to leave my lunch and get to the airport. I dropped my bags at the curb, got checked in. Drove the loop through the airport and went to passenger pick up.
There at passenger pick up, I handed the couple whom is going to live in my house for the summer the key to the car. They gave me the key to theirs.
As they drove off to "their" Denver home, I went to board my plane.
This morning I had to call to get the internet password. I asked about the cat. "Oh, he's following me around" I said, "He's probably, "oh where have you been???"" Yes, he said, it's like he never knew I was gone.
It's funny, I have had this dream for years - I'm living in Colorado, raising some boys. I'm living in Kona, raising some boys, only here there is a girl too. Hmmm, not sure which is the Deja Vu.....
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